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    An Epistolary Affair (Complete work)

    It was relaxed and quite frankly enjoyable and then it happened. We had just ordered dessert. He started fumbling with his pockets and turned a darker shade of red when he produced this little velvet box. He placed it in front of me. Next to my plate I thought I was going to faint on the spot. My heart was beating uncontrollably. This could not be happening were my first thoughts.
    I had been reassessing my feelings for him for a while now.

    He was smart and had his life together and he seemed to fit into my life perfectly. I cared for him with my whole heart but I just did not feel any passion for him, no chemistry. I couldn’t even say that this was something that had disappeared for me, I am sure it was never there in the first place.

    I had given it time. We all know that the unbelievable honeymoon period fades at some point but it is usually replaced by something strong and long lasting. The thing was, for him and me, that there was nothing there to fade away to begin with.

    I took a long sip of my drink, all the while looking down nervously at the little box on the table. He asked me if I wanted to open it and he nudged it closer to me with his finger. I had to do something. I had to open the box.

    I am surprised I did not drop it as my hands were shaking so much. He started gushing about how long we had been together and how he thought we were so suited to one another, and as I opened the box he finally said, ”Move in with me.” There in the little box was a key to his apartment.

    It did not know if it was relief to see the silver key in front of me but I burst out laughing. He was laughing with me too, he just did not know it was for two very different reasons.

    When our laughter finally subsided, I looked at him seriously and I had to say it. I turned him down. He did not understand at first but I became almost blunt. What I had known for a while was almost forced out of me. I did not want to be with him anymore, my heart belong somewhere else I was now sure of it.

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    1. I had not read this story when it was first posted. It was before I knew of the site. I feel blessed that it was brought to my attention.
      Letter writing of all sorts is a special genre for me. It is easy to bare the soul in a letter, easy to fall in love through a letter, and the way you two have handled this process is incredible to say the least. You have tapped into something that I can’t describe.

      But these lines: “I’m sorry for this outburst, especially as I finish this letter, but I feel like I can tell you anything. And I know it’s silly, but I already feel better for having confided in you. How is it that you, that I know through your words only, can make me feel calmer than anyone has ever been able to? Could it be that connection again? … Will we ever know?…” Oh wow…yep, been there…just incredible.

      Thank you.

    2. A beautiful story,beautifully written.The power of the spoken word so much more powerful and meaningful when put to paper in a letter.The words stay on the page and unlike the spoken word will never fade away only with age.

      Looking forward so much to your next story Kins.It can’t come soon enough…;)..Cx

    3. Hi Kins! :) thanks for make the story readable continuously without need to switch author name.
      I remember this story, and still find it enjoyable to read! :) and I still remember vividly how each week I was pining for update from you and Kwords! Such a torture 8-/
      (Btw any idea where is Kwords? Her Bette is still waiting for the train trip, I hope Kwords will join us soon in this new site) Anyway, I am happy that this story is highlighted again as it’s really pleasurable to read and so lovely and sweet. Put a smile on me before sleeps! ;-)
      And Kins, I do hope you will find time to share us more of your master piece again :0)x

    4. Dear Kins,

      First of all, I adore all of your stories and I’m a deep admirer of your way of putting words together.

      I do have more to say and also a proposition to make. Is there a way to send you a private message?

      Thank you in advance and I hope to hear from you soon.

    5. I just came across this absolutely amazing story and am completely taken by its beautiful splendor. The story told through letter writing is absolutely genius. You write beautifully! I could feel every emotion conveyed in each letter and was unable to put it down till I completed the story on it’s entirety. Absolutely amazing!!!

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