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    Before the Fall – Four

    Story written on November 17, 2006 by Speed_Racer.
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    If you loved someone how far would you go, to get them to love you back? What if they never loved you?

    “So you understand the urgency of this?” Helena was saying.

    “Yes. Yes I see now,” Dr. Davis said with a sigh.

    Helena smiled.

    “Good. I’ll send one of our planes for you post haste. I’ve already sent you all the pertinent information that you’ll need. I’ll see you in a few hours Dr. Davis.”

    “Goodbye Ms. Peabody,” Dr. Davis said tiredly.

    “Goodbye, Dr. Davis,” Helena said tightly before she closed her cell phone.

    She stood for a moment contemplating what her next step would be. She’d spent much of the last two days trying to establish the best medical team possible for Bette.

    The best orthopedic doctor in the country to look over her broken leg, and the best neurosurgeon to look over what the Cedars-Sinai’s resident neurosurgeon did just to make sure everything had been done correctly.

    Truth was she hadn’t spent more than a few minutes in Bette’s room. She couldn’t force herself to stay in there longer than that. Just looking at Bette and seeing her so broken…

    It completely gutted her on every emotional level.

    It only brought home how deluded she’d been in her thinking. Just because she moved as far as she dared away from Bette didn’t change a thing. As much as she would like to think that she was beyond Bette it just wasn’t possible.

    And it seemed like it never would be possible.

    Her timing was just the worst.

    Helena strode back into the hospital lost in thought.

    If Bette died…

    She inhaled sharply at that thought.

    If Bette died she would never get over it. She just knew it. She would never be able to get beyond Bette’s death. She would become some sort of emotional cripple and be unhappy for the rest of her life.

    Which, she mused, wasn’t too far from what she was like now. Unhappy and emotionally unbalanced. Or so her psychiatrist said.

    She lingered outside Bette’s room for a moment. Everything she’d wanted to do was done and now she had nothing to distract her.

    She stepped into Bette’s room and stood off to the side letting her eyes skim over Bette’s prone figure and land on Alice who sat at Bette’s bedside.

    “I was just talking to her,” Alice whispered.

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    3. Just caught up with your story! This is amazing stuff babe! And you know what I like about it the best? The bloody long chapters!!! :) Despite this I still agree with the people who seem to still think it’s too short….I’m so feeling it for Helena…poor thing! I like you character depictions babe…PPS ok :)

    5. Too short Speedy. Please post soon. Why are the girls, Shane, so mad at Helena? Why should Helena stay around an unrequited(sp) love? Will you fill in some of the blanks over the past five years since the love confession and the move? Please post soon.

    7. Good God, I didnt see THAT coming! Its a tad sad to see Helena on the receiving on of so much resentment, and with this new turn, sheesh! poor Helena! Anyhoo, brilliant writing indeed. Thanks for this and do post soon!

    10. Wow, Speed Racer ! How thrilling is this story ?!! I think I need to breathe too now… DRAMA ! DRAMA ! DRAMA ! I have no idea where you’re going to take us with this, but I simply love it, love it, love it ! And you’re such a fantaaaastic author ! I just can’t wait for your next chapter. Please, keep sharing your tremendous talent… Thanks a lot !

    11. WOW. Looks like something is going to hit the fan and it not what I think it is. Everyone seen so angry with Helena now how will the feel? Very bitter. thanks

    14. So now i’m all caught up i just have to say what a bloody great writer you are! Seriously, just brilliant, completely loving this story, waiting anxiously for more! Thank you.

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