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    Diary of a Mad Addict

    Story written on August 16, 2005 by T6beach.
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    Sometimes you gotta know when to fold ’em . . .

    I stood up to speak and respond and rationalize to Bette my behavior and lack of drive and reasons for delaying my destiny. But before I could reach my feet, she was gone, leaving me to no choice but to make a choice.

    She was right. I have been a fool for too long and I have to turn this obsession and addiction into something positive instead of deceptive and destructive. It was time to make amends and move on. I had jobs to do, lives to touch and changes to implement. And it was going to start with K.

    Once again I moved toward the door and yelled to K. . .

    “Ok babe, I give up and give in. You are right and I need to tell you how I feel in person so get in here and let’s start over. “

    I stood as close as I could to the door and watched and waited for K to react. I heard her rustling around in the next room and start to walk toward the bathroom. And as she neared, I suddenly was frozen with fear as I heard that unmistakable beeping from my cell phone . . . An indication that I had just received a TEXT MESSAGE.

    And my fear was more than justified as K had picked up my phone on her way to the bathroom and stood in the doorway holding it up to me.

    My heart was beating so fast that it filled my brain with waves of lies to tell to get out of this mess. Any thoughts of apologizing and moving on to accept my destiny were not only pushed aside but totally erased.

    My mouth hung open but no words escaped as K and I locked eyes. Little did I know that K had not read the text indicator and was oblivious to the sender. Little did I know that in the next few moments our lives would be changed forever.

    Noticing that I was unable to speak, K mistook my silence as joy . . . That I was so happy to see her and be rescued that I simply was at a loss for words.

    She smiled and walked toward me dangling the cuff keys in one hand while holding my cell in her other.

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    1. Beach – You are awesome girl please don’t stop this story…you crack me up along with the sadness that you are realizing the love of you life is with you every day. Thanks for revealing ‘The ONE’ to us. I think Sea is ‘The One’ for me but I have not read chases story but will begin today. keep up the great work girl….

    2. Neither snow, nor rain, nor heat…ah, you get the idea; would keep me from seeking out the ONE. You know the one…the one who makes my sides split with laughter…the one who makes me cry and howl because she’s loonier than a hooker with a yeast infection on Saturday night…that’s right beachy, and why you ask? Let us count the ways, shall we?

      ““You fuckin pull that rack from its hinges or crack the tile or dent the dry wall I will come in there and pepper spray you after I throw a glass of grape juice all over your piece of shit white tank top. Then I will give a shovel so you can just dig your own grave. So just stop it you moron.”

      (DAMN . . . SHE SOUNDS REALLY REALLY PISSED)

      “There was even a mobile folding tray, similar to the ones used in hospitals, which K had concocted in case one or both of us wanted to use the computer while bathing.”

      “Come on, K, I am sorry that I said you gave me herpes,”

      “(FUCK, HERE IT COMES . . THE “BUT” . . . THE LECTURE . . . THE SPEECH . . . THE PART I DON’T UNDERSTAND . . )” LMAO!

      “Little did I know as I kicked started the bike that my wife and my shrink had been conspiring to plan a surprise birthday party for my big “40” next week. Little did I know as I zoomed out of the driveway, not looking back that every single person I knew in my life would be there. Little did I know as I rounded the corner which lead to the highway that I knew so little . . . .”

      See what I mean? TBC maybe? Oh I don’t think so. I’d click my way through China as long as a beachnut story was waiting for me at the end of the cyber tunnel. Keep em comin ya nut.

    5. OMG, a T6beach story that has left me sad? WTF? And to top it all off, now you tell me I’m the one, after all these months? Oy, you better come back with another chapter and make this right Beachie! BTW, that was a kick ass chapter.

    7. Hey Beach…I will call you soon…I swear!! It’s about time you outed Chase and told everyone that she is THE ONE!!! Do you know how hard that secret has been to keep?! Great chapter…totally funny, yet sad at the same time. I’m with hunty 38…why the hell does it take you so long to post!!??

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