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    …. I would

    Story written on January 21, 2020 by kins40.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=102177
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    ‘Fuck.’ She muttered, rolling her eyes at herself for once again making use of the expletive. She ignored the broken nib as it skidded across the floor in front of her, she needed a drink and she needed to recite those words in her head once more. Tina would receive them in a few days.

    ‘Fuck.’ She muttered, rolling her eyes at herself for once again making use of the expletive.

    She ignored the broken nib as it skidded across the floor in front of her, she needed a drink and she needed to recite those words in her head once more.

    Tina would receive them in a few days.

    She poured a generous helping of her favourite whiskey before rounding the sofa and dropping in the soft upholstery.

    She took a drink, titling her head back, loving the heat of the strong alcohol as it slid down her throat and loving the feeling her words brought to her mind; so very quietly she began reciting , letting the words spill from her lips in the silence of the room.

     

    If I had to,

    For you

    I would keep the Earth from spinning, to shelter your nights from the light, to keep you dreaming

    If I had to

    For you

    I would raise the wind, so strong to protect you from harm and lift you away

    If I had to

    For you

    I would comb deserts and out of nothing find life giving.

    If I had to

    For you

    I would listen in the depth of night

    When you speak of love, I would speak  it too.

     

    Just so, once more, you’d look into my eyes

    To see the fire within, burning bright

    Just so, your hand would touch my skin, mapping it

    Like you used to do it

     

    And if I had to

    For you

    I would fight off Winter

    With great sways of Spring

    And bright early mornings.

     

    If I had to

    For you

    I would stop time itself

    So the words you once murmured

    I could forever keep for myself

     

    I want to look into your eyes,

    Feel your hands lose themselves

    Into my hair.

    I would do everything bigger, greater

    And if it is too much or perhaps too little

    I would agree to always be wrong

    If it is truly what you want.

     

    I want to give you everything if you can believe it

    I’d let my heart bleed just to see if you’d notice.

    I’d become the shadow in your nights, a mere shadow even on your path.

     

    If I had to…. I would

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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    3. Hi Kins40,

      So great to see you back!

      First, I had to laugh with a tear of sorrow for Bette that the only word she could say was Fuck.

      I thought it was a sad story, I could really feel the pain Bette felt. The realization that she now really lost Tina.

      But how she then picked up herself again and decided to fight for Tina and let Tina know what she feels for her and what Tina means to her.

      It was a beautiful letter! A letter that I hope Tina will consider whether her own future and whether that other woman is worth it and not an excuse.

      I cannot understand that Tina left and divorced Bette to find herself and soon find someone else and get married so quickly. This whole story that was created by the producers and writers is simply unbelievable in my eyes.

      I hope you write a sequel in which you tell Tina’s feelings and her reaction to Bette’s letter.

      And it would make me very happy if there were a happy ending for my favorite couple Bette & Tina!

      Thank you so much for this still heartbreaking story!

      • this series has raised so many questions of why and how ..etc… I’m sure the writers will see the effect that 20 minutes or so of shared screen with JB and LH has done to raise the profile of this new show. We can only but hope…

    5. Kins! You’re back, too! Wonderful :-)
      Thanks for your additional scences to episode 7. Beautiful poem.

      Are you going to write Tina’s reaction to the letter? Will you have her write back?

    9. Always a great pleasure and a joy to see you have posted a story

      I loved it and the lovely words of your letter/poem even.

      I hope Tina feels the love coming from those words and comes back to Bette to try again and that she hasn’t had enough of Bettes Shit as she once put it

      I await Tina’s reply as I’m sure she will.How could she not after reading that letter

      TBC ………..?

    10. Oh my god what a coincidence, I was just reading your stories and I thought that maybe you’ll come back and here you are !! I’m not going to comment this fic though (sorry about that). I was just beginning to watch the show when this damn epi aired so I’m probably done with it BUT I hope you’ll write Tibette stories soon …

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