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    If I Fall: Chapter 13

     

    Growing up in a wealthy, well-respected family definitely had its advantages for young Miss Fairbanks. And later, living her life as a moderately famous celebrity carried with it caveats in their own right. The few things that Dana wanted, or professed to need, were usually handed to her, without any effort or second thought. Even the few relationships she had didn’t take much work to get. She quickly fell into a commitment with Lara, sleeping with her on the first date. And Tonya was, well…Tonya. Dana didn’t need to think about anything with her because Ton-Ton had already taken care of it before the athlete even knew she wanted it. And then there was Alice. It could be argued that Dana waited seven painstaking years to be intimate with her best friend, and that denying her unquestionable attraction to the writer took massive effort in and of itself. So in a way, yeah, Dana had to work at that. But she wasn’t really working to get Alice to be hers, it was more like she was working to conceal the love she felt for the writer entirely. And even when they did get together, they too fell right into relationship and Dana didn’t really have to do much to get or keep her because Alice didn’t seem to be going anywhere.

     

    Taking a back seat and letting opportunities come to her was something Dana was accustomed to and comfortable with her whole life. Yet now it seemed that something inside her had changed. Talking to Alice last night, the Alice that seemed to be healthy and happy, the same Alice she was so desperately in love with for years, made her truly believe that her Alice was back. That understanding, coupled with the realization that she was still as madly in love with her as ever before, almost seemed to give Dana a new sense of being. It was like for the first time in her entire life she was sure of something her heart told her and knew that she needed to listen. For the first time in her entire life, she felt that she had a purpose other than to hit a ball over a net. And somehow, though she wasn’t quite sure where to begin, she knew that getting her Alice back was why her heart was still beating.

    Comments

    1. Okay, first? “Top of the muffin…TO YOU!!!” Sorry, I had to. Second: I love your little homage to Ally’s Julian conjecture. Awesome. Third…nothing specific, just that you’re fucking amazing at this and I heart the story more every time you update. I love the slow buildup thing you have going for Danish, and making Jules human and good for Alice instead of a jerkbot who makes it logical for her to run back to Dana. Love love love this! And take as much time as you need between updates, you’ve got pelnty of people who’ll read and enjoy this no matter how long you make us wait.

    2. Quantity and quality … you’re amazing!!! I chuckled when I read the part about Dana not returning Lara’s phone calls. I hate to say it, but I see so many of my less than direct qualities in her. lol I had forgotten that De_Leish said Jules was a guy – too funny! Your story is fantastic. I caught the part you added. It fit in perfectly. Thanks for the update!

    3. Damn I freakin’ love this story. I haven’t had much of a chance to read fanfic lately, so I just read the last two updates now. Can’t wait to see what you have planned next.

    4. Finally got caught up this morning…and am still very much enjoying this. You’re doing such a great job of capturing the awkwardness of trying to pretend nothing’s there while they’re trying to recapture their comfort zone. Looking forward to more! PPS

    5. On one hand I could strangle Dana for playing with Alice’s emotions like that. On the other hand…if it would result in a positive Danish outcome I’m all for encouraging Dana on what she is doing (although she doesn’t even know herself waht she exactly is doing ;)). Looking forward to the next chapter!

    6. Lameoid I am – I’ve just discovered your story – Yay! for me – it’s wonderful. Jules sort of scares me – anyone that immaculate must be borderline wacky mcnutty. I am so anticipating the next chapter.

    7. Ok I LMFAO when the penis convo was brought up! I’m so happy Dana agrees with me :D I luv ya for that, I truly do, it’s made my night. In fact this whole post was amazing, the depth and realism you write about their situation is so excellent. PPS

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