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    If I Fall: Chapter 18

    Story written on April 13, 2007 by swismiss24.
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    Danish stuff; Shane to the rescue, Alice re-commits herself–but to who?

     

    "But Dana, you were friends with Alice for years before you met Lara. And you told me you even loved Al then too. So how come it was so different with you and Lara this time around?"

     

    "Because, Shane. The first time I was with Lara, I had no clue what love really was. Mostly because I didn’t know what being with Alice was like yet. Yeah, sure, I had imagined and fantasized about what it would be like to call her my girlfriend and live my life alongside her. But the reality of the situation…it was just so much better than anything I could have ever dreamt up—so unimaginably incredible that it made any fantasy I had seem insufficiently bland. And I think the reality was so much better because it was actually real, you know? I didn’t have to imagine it anymore because finally, after all the years of convincing myself it wasn’t possible, I had it. I mean, Al and I had our problems, sure, but being with her just fit. I felt like I was home, you know? For the first time ever in my entire life, I was complete. I had my best friend and the love of my life all in the same person. And she loved me unconditionally. She loved me and lived everyday to make sure I felt that love and the security that came with it. And what did I do? I fucked it all up by being scared of losing it. And then I thought, ‘well, if I can’t let myself have perfection, maybe I should think about settling for what I had with Lara. After all, that wasn’t so bad.’ But once we tried again, Shane, it was…it was horrible because it wasn’t Al. Being with Alice changed me, right down to my very core. And everything I thought I wanted and thought I needed was completely different because I knew what it felt like to actually have it. And I had it with her. But see, I didn’t realize it until I tried being with someone new. So maybe I’m a slow learner, and maybe I don’t deserve another chance to get it right, but I finally know now what I want. And I could never have that with Lara…or anyone else, and for one simple reason: they wouldn’t be Alice."

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    1. Damn right she can…although the Julish reconciliation vexes me, mostly because I too am waiting for the other shoe to drop and Dana to get flat-out rejected and heartbroken. It’s wrong of me to want them to reconcile and be happy when they haven’t worked through their stuff, but dammit they freaking need to. Oh, and don’t feel obligated to post. I’m assuming you’ll be busy with law-school-esque things, and those take precedence over any type of Danish fiction. Think of your career! Wow, I’m really rambling. This is what not sleeping for three days will do to your brain.

    3. god i want alice to be happy she deserves it so much…and dana is it but i like jules too shes a great character..buuuuuut dana its always been dana and always will thats what i reckon anyway lol i love this story so much you write so well good job:)

    4. Someone has been busy writing! (yay for us readers – though I get the impression it is going to get worse for danish before it gets better…

    5. screw your career. POST soon dammit! man… i have a headache. I hear Alice and Shane talking and think- Dana really did foul this up– and i’m still not sure why- and what’s changed, really? why SHOULD Alice believe her– other than she really wants to and loves her. i’m mad at dana. but i also adore her and don’t want her heartbroken plus i know she is who Alice needs and wants…. see-this is why you need to post. i am looking forward to seeing how Dana handles seeing Alice with Jules that evening- i’ll wring her neck if she runs. : )

    6. i love this story. it’d be too much to hope that shane taped dana’s confession right? that’d be an asshole move, but alice needs to hear everything dana said. argh.

    7. The only thing I don’t like about each chapter of your story is that eventually each one ends. I just want them to go on and on! I look forward to the next update as time permits.

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