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Instinct part8
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“So it doesn’t matter… if I live or die… because what keeps me alive is knowing I can do something… so why do I want ‘this new heart’… I dont”
“You suck.. To me you suck. I kind of… hate you. Shane we do not get unlimited chances to get what we want, and this I know, nothing is worst to loose an opportunity that could have change your life.”
“What are you saying?” frustration!
“I DON’T KNOW… I don’t know… I hate this conversations… I really do….”
“I love it…”
“Realizing that”
“You know when you left-“
“When you left…”
“Ok… well, like 2 years after I went in to this mood… like the old me, only worst…I used to hear the girls talk… the were like ‘she’s cold. She lost Carmen and she acts like she doesn’t even care. She’s all ‘Hello I’m totally fine’ person. She’s my friend but she’s acting like she has no emotions or warmth, like she’s missing a soul’…. It’s stupid cause… some people just hide their feelings and keep them to them self. It’s funny cause Izzy told me that to be a good surgeon you have to think like a surgeon. That, emotions are messy. You have to tuck them neatly away and step in to a clean sterile room where the procedure is simple. Cut, suture and close. But sometimes you’re faced with a cut that won’t heal… a cut that rips the stitches wide open. That practice make perfect… Her theory is the more you think like a surgeon the more you become one. The better you get at remaining neutral, clinical, cut suture, close. And the harder it becomes to turn it off… to stop thinking like a surgeon, and remember what it is to be a human being.”
“So you clearly would make a very good, fantastic even, surgeon”
“Before you I could have… No guilt, no loyalties no problem. I would have been the woman for the job…Before… before I wouldn’t have even been in this situation, I wouldn’t have gotten involved. Before you I had an edge…And no one could break it… but you… you broke it… I’m not the person I used to be… who I want to be………… I love you Carmen… I’m so fucking in love with you is scary…”
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My husband had a heart transplant and lived over 15 yrs. So if the right domor comes along,Shane could live a long time. If she takes her medicine and take care of herself. So you cant stop,you need to finish what you start and Dr Izzy will do the rest for Shane. It takes a life to save a life. Thanks
You REALLY can’t stop dur!!! Hell, I’ma need a damn heart transplant if you do stop hur…. lol!!! But, I’m lovin’ dis, babez, plez updat like now cuz I need my fix like now, lol. Like alwayz from me, Baby-gurl, LYLAS :p Stank, da’ one and only, chicka :D Holla at me if ya need anything, babez ;-)
i love ur stories, ive been reading them, please dont stop writting they rly are amazing. Sharmen!!
Oh no!!! Please update soon!
Okay, so I’ve FINALLY finished reading all the chapters. Whew! One major complaint about the updates: Why so short?? ;) Kidding, they’re not too short. I’m just greedy and want them to keep going and going and going. I’m really liking this story. Even though Carmen and Shane aren’t together, you can tell that they still care for each other immensely. I’m excited to see where Shane and Carmen’s lives are headed. Hope Shane makes it!! Super good story, hon. :)
Heart-stopping update (no pun intended). before the seriousness of it all, it was pretty light-hearted, yes i hope they do meet up for coffee and then dinner and slowly go on more dates. i’d love to see that. so please, don’t let shane die!!
Heart-stopping update (no pun intended). before the seriousness of it all, it was pretty light-hearted, yes i hope they do meet up for coffee and then dinner and slowly go on more dates. i’d love to see that. so please, don’t let shane die!!