”There’s no need for excuses after three fucking days. I came to you, you didn’t even look for me Bette…after kicking me out of the house with my daughter..”

”Angelica had nothing to do with it, I know…”

”Me neither.”

”you trusted the girls and not me Tina, I can’t accept it anymore…”

”wow, sure…” Tina stood up snickering ”your control Bette..you lost it, right?”

”I’ve lost it for two years Tina…or maybe many more.”

”Well I’m sorry but we’re trying to help you … yes, I agreed to do that dinner to push you in the work, I’m sorry that I wounded you, but I don’t regret it, you need the job, you love it Bette.

As engaged if I am worth something, I did it for your good, but if you want me to promise that I will not do anything behind you will be like this. ”Tina sighed heavy by placing my hands at the kitchen table” I apologize too, but not I can think that every discussion will end with you who kick me away. ”

Tina was tried, tears threatened to go down, Bette approached quite at the table, on the opposite side.

”You didn’t even look for me …”

”I did it …”

”No you asked Angelica, not thinking about how I was …” Tina whispered.

Bette stared at the softness thoughtful, she was trying to make Tina understand things, the parts of her intimate, who did not yet know how to bring out.

But with Tina, she had to do it.

”You cloud my thoughts Tina..I…” Bette turned her cup on the table ”even now when I look at you, I just want to make love to you, to put everything aside, forget the world, the fears…you have this effect on me I don’t know if you can understand it.”

”Is it such a bad thing?” Tina asked not fully understanding Bette’s speech.

Bette laughed bitterly ”for me in part yes. I was betrayed Tina, in front of the whole world, what I thought was authentic, wasn’t. When you agreed with them the other night I…everything collapsed on me. If you had stayed here, if only we had talked and you would have caressed me I would have put everything aside…for you…for what I feel, and I’m scared. Because it was the same for Callie.”