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    Missing. 8

    Story written on February 4, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=64346
    Author Notes:

    Closer….no hesitation.

     

    “Have you now?” The shaman asks curious and proud at the same time.

     

     

    “Yes I had an accident and I was….I had this dream and everything was right and wrong at the sane time….does that makes sense?”

     

     

    “It does. Dreams are powerful in their imagery. They hold meaning. The hold purpose.”

     

     

    “I know….I dreamed that my parents where alive…..they had wealth and power but everything else was wrong….”

     

     

    “The road not taken…”

     

     

    “Something like that…..”

     

     

    “There is this old tale of the drowning man. Before he drowns he reflects on his life. He dances with friends and family. He eats… he his happy and content until he realizes that this is not his life. He begins to feel it as one by one it slips from him. He realizes his final loss. He is drunk on his serenity. He has made peace with the idea that was not his life. As he falls further and further down water entering his lungs…he realizes that the only thing he regrets the most in life is that he never loved. He begins to breathe deeper and deeper once he accepts his fate….”

     

     

    “How can a drowning man breathe?” Carmen asks.

     

     

    “He can’t. That is the point. Once realization sets in he begins to die.”

     

     

    “I didn’t die…..”

     

     

    “No young one you didn’t because you accepted your decision a long time ago.”

     

     

    “I did…?”

     

     

    “Yes…..if this where the time of slings and arrows you would be a champion….it is honorable to avenge the death of one’s father.”

     

     

    “And what about my mother…why didn’t I avenge her?”

     

     

    “A different matter. Your mother betrayed….blood that betrays is very hard to forgive….you have given voice to your mother in forgiving the woman in front of you….this woman you accept….you love…you have told me how difficult it has been to love her…yet you do…..”

     

     

    “Thank you for helping me.”

     

     

    ‘Think nothing of it young one. There is a long way to go. And you my child you are almost there.”

     

     

    “I’ll never know your name will I?” I ask.

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    1. Shane seems to be coming to a realization about herself while Carmen seems to be slightly falling apart. The call to Marco was sweet. Really are happy that you gave us the warning about your stories ending. You’ll def. be missed.

    2. godddddddd yoou are making thing worse by gicing us a great fucking update… haha i willl fucking miss you everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yea lifes like that …. anyways loved the update but i’m scared of whats next…

    3. I know I haven’t written in awhile. Life has been keeping me on my toes and keeping me from your wonderful stories. I’m really sad to hear that you are going to stop soon, but I got to read some of the best writing I’ve seen, and I will be able to keep that forever. I will really miss the world you created, and the hotness that is Sharmen. I’m honored that you call me your original fan, and for telling me that my comment so long ago made you think about this story and finally post it (that truely made me happier than you know). It’s been a wild ride, and for all our sakes, I hope you’ll change your mind and dream up another fantastic Sharmen adventure! I know this isn’t goodbye, and honestly I don’t know why I’m being so melodramatic. Anyway, until next time…

    5. so glad you are back. i’ve not missed any of your stories. actually, i am not good to crit or advise even admire. but you know what you’ve made my day and night. thanks you sweetie!

    6. This is one of the best updates yet! Knowing that it may be close to the last one is hard to swallow, but it has been a joy reading this saga! I hope Carmen and Shane get what they have been fighting for all along; a happy ending with their little boy!

    7. Wowza! What a way to end a chapter, there. I’m still wrapping my head around the fact that this story will end. :( Sad times, sad times. So this update, like your previous one, was bittersweet. Of course it was a great couple chapters, but knowing that they’re one of the last few kind of dampens the spirits. Sad times. But enough of that! I wish you luck on the awards, because you honestly deserve it (you got my vote in a few places).

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