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    Missing. 9

    Story written on February 9, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=64431
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    My love…Your light…Incantations… Struck stars…Like tears fall…The sequence ends.

     

     

     Something broke in me. Something building since Texas. Something that my mother told me when I visited. Something about how my life has been a disaster because of the sin I was partaking in every time I came because of Shane. And something in me believed that. And I said goodbye to Shane only to find that I couldn’t live without her. Its not who where we where. It’s who we are. And when I said goodbye to those eyes. When Shane tilted her head to try to understand why I was doing this….that’s when I felt it. That pain that only comes from heartbreak.

     

     

    Shane and her eyes and her mouth and her toned body wrapped up in everything that is me. Wrapped up in everything I will ever be. The only truth my baby has ever known. I needed to make amends. And then Shane had to go and almost die on me.

     

     

    Our vows in blood. It’s the thing that binds us. Its about as close as we can ever get to each other. That final key moment.

     

     

    “What are you thinking you kinda drifted off there?”

     

     

    “I was thinking about how I love your eyes.”

     

     

    “Carmen are you ok?” Confusion because she knows that was not all I was thinking. On top of loving, charming, accurate and deadly Shane can also read minds. Sometimes it is amazing, most times it makes me want to scream.

     

     

    ‘I think so. I really missed you.”

     

     

    “I know. I missed you too…..I missed this….and this…..and most of all this…..”

     

     

     

    This is my neck. And this is my breasts. And most of all this…..its my mouth. She seals it with a kiss. And I feel that thump, thump, beating all over again.

     

     

     

     

    Ch 19

     

     

    I wait by the water while Shane says goodbye to the newest person on this road of insanity, this person that has given her a life lesson. This old wise Hawaiian man, living this wayward life on this small landmark of the old ways. She hugs him after they have a lengthy conversation in which Shane smiles and laughs. I watch her so far away from all the dangerous things, the deadly things. I realize that Shane was wrong when she said I wanted to be future proof.

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    Comments

    1. This is so beautiful. The fact that you put Deftones in there…that song especially is the icing on the cake. I won’t wax, but I love this story. Very intense and well-constructed. The dynamics come through so neatly even when the plot gets messy. LOL. A true work of art IMO 8)

    2. thogut that sharmen fans are calmer than other ship fans. like shane. haha.. hellcat! i can call carmen from now. shane’s “goodbye trip” is like a summary all of your fanfics. actually am i not a huge fan of songs but you made me look for that featurin songs.

    3. god this was soo cool…. it made MY heart thump, thump, haha…. i’m so inlove with them… with the story. this is so awesome. OMG rge hellcat thing was great….i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    4. That last piece was beautiful. That hug, such a simple thing to do, but it means so much to someone like Carmen, who had thought she lived in someone else’s shadow, who had thought she was just a body to Shane, a reminder. But now she’s okay, and Shane’s okay, and they owe that to each other and that insanely intense love they share. That’s fricken awesome. (B-Sides and Rarities. It’s a damn good album. I love the “No Ordinary Love” cover; it sounds so twisted. Kind of reminds me of this story.)

    5. I finally caught up and Im really sad you are going to stop after this. Ive enjoyed all your stories and really, they were the only reason why I kept coming back to read Fan Fics. I just want to say thank you for keeping this couple going and seeing how amazing they are together.

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