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    Only Ever You – Chapter 4

    She walked away without bothering to wait for a response, leaving Bette alone at the table. The brunette clenched her fists as she watched Brenda’s retreating back, wanting nothing more than to punch her in the back of the head. Bette held firm however knowing that deep down there was some truth to the blonde’s words.

    Tina had never looked at her like that before ..

    There was such pain in her sad hazel eyes yet she projected absolute fury. She looked at Bette as if she couldn’t stand the sight of her and the brunette honestly couldn’t blame her. She had certainly made a mess of things, practically forcing Tina to scream out something that no doubt was destroying her.

    There would be no way to assuage the amount of guilt and regret that Bette felt and she wasn’t sure where to even begin if she wanted to try. She doubted that Tina would ever want to speak to her ever again and she couldn’t guarantee that she would say the right thing either. For all Bette knew, she could just make things a whole lot worse.

    She sighed and found herself contemplating Brenda’s words and the possible truth behind them.

    Maybe she should leave, pick up her life in New York where it had left off and never look back. As much as Tina was dealing with, Bette couldn’t help but feel that the blonde would be better off without having her around. As far as the brunette was concerned, she had only caused Tina pain.

    She was also the only one who could make it right.

    God, what am I doing?

    In an instant, Bette cast aside her negative feelings and took off in a jog after Tina.

    She wasn’t sure what she was going to say but Bette knew that she couldn’t and wouldn’t leave things as they were. Bette had spent seven years running from problems that never went away, hurting from a wound that never healed. She refused to continue repeating her actions and knew that by doing so, her life would certainly change forever.

    Her eyes wildly scanned the streets she ran passed as she desperately sought out Tina, hoping that she wasn’t too late to fix the damage she had done.

    Comments

    1. Hi! Thank you for the new update!

      I don’t remember if i already said it – but so far i really don’t like Bette in this story. Even Brenda sounds more human than she.

      Waiting for the next!

      P.S. I really don’t care in any other chracters in stories besides Bette and Tina (and their childs), but i must say i never understood Danice in the show. For me they always were too “forcefully”. Dana with Lara seems more natural for me.

    2. Hi !

      I understand your frustrations but I’m sure you’ll come to love Bette eventually .. I hope ????

      As for Dana .. I’ve always loved her with Lara too. My favorites will always be Bette and Tina but I decided to try something a little different with this story and give everyone a bigger role considering they all grew up together and they’ll be featured in a lot of scenes. Promise to always keep B & T as the main focus ????

    3. Hey, LxD:

      Great chapter, poor Tina sacrificed herself all those years to take care of her mother and at the end, the old lady is dying.

      Here is when we reflect on how selfish we are some times, and that is part of our growth as persons, and we see it in Bette’s ways to deal with her feelings for Tina, well you live and you learn.

      I think, again Tina feels abandoned by Bette as it was in the past when Bette left her without seeing behind and Tina had to face all the sadness and work to take care of her mother, now again she feels desolated and misunderstood for the only person for who she has deep feelings, the one that is in her heart as the love of her life.

      I hope Bette could find Tina and apologize and talk to her because she is the only one who can really console and love her, the only one who Tina wants and is waiting for.

      I also hope that Dana will face Lara and perhaps Alice may have some chance with her.

      About Shane and Carmen, well hopefully the brunette will realize that is time to get mature and stop going from bed to bed and from girl to girl and decide to settle with Carmen.

      Thanks again for the chapter and PPS.

      P

    4. Thanks for posting!
      Oh dear I really don’t like Bette just against all my wanting to ! Please change her as soon as, please!
      Don’t like Brenda and happy about that!
      Enjoying getting involved with your take on the characters in the story and have faith in you being a B & T lover at heart :-)
      SG

    5. I understand Bette shes been in the dark all these years.. shes going off what she sees no ones telling her anything.. and Brenda’s like a bad penny. Touching Tina and her not pulling away untill Bette shows up.. Bette not know it’s more of a consoling touch. Even though deep down Brenda wished it was more.
      It’s sad that this has gone on and no one has told Bette. Knowing she was blaming Tina for splitting up. See two of their closes friends hurting.i mean i undestand not wanting Bette to mess up her college path but after college filling her in.. easing both their pains.. but that just life when we need someone to but in their no where to be found.. but when you dont wish for meddling their they are.. destroying you..
      I love the story and its very believable. Please post again soon. And thank you.

    6. Here we are coming to the end of August…..what happened? Bette has been searching for almost a month..did she find Tina? What about Tina’s mom? Is she still hanging on? As much as I am against any physical violence I want to smack Brenda up against the wall and hope her brain rattles enough to forget who she is as well as never remembering Tina! Please help and post again soon before I go out searching for anyone named Brenda!! LOL…now that I got that out of my system I love this please post again SOON!

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