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    Posthumous Wisdom (18)

    Story written on November 2, 2007 by wonderingaloud.
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    Jenny reads her letter, Alice struggles to calm her mind.

    I’m glad you brought Max into our lives, despite a shaky start I think that overtime he will come to be a part of this family just as you have grown to be.  I would be lying to say that I see any type of real future in the relationship you two share however.  I know I am probably over-stepping my mark but that is one of the few privileges of the dying.  I think you two met when you were both incredibly vulnerable and found a compassion in each other which was lacking in the other people around you.  However what perhaps could and should be a supportive friendship has become to the onlooker a rather dysfunctional romantic relationship which I don’t believe is doing either of you any good.  That’s it for my interfering I just thought I would put it out there.

    Jenny, you are a talented, smart beautiful girl.  Give yourself credit for how far you have come in the past couple of years.  Realising that you are gay and actually embracing that as a part of yourself worthy of being loved are two different things.  One happens in an instant, the other is a journey of varying lengths for different people.  My journey was a long one but having arrived at the destination of full acceptance I look back and realise that it was only through the support of the people we consider family that I ever got there at all.  Just because you scream it from the roof-tops and wear it on your sleeve it does not mean that inside you have truly accepted who you are.  Self love is clearly something you struggle with , be aware of that and make addressing it your focus.  Once you achieve that, the happiness that seems to elude you at present will surely follow.

    Making people dislike you for other reasons in an attempt to prevent them from having an opportunity to judge the real you is the coward’s way out.  When you have been at your most relaxed and happiest with us would you not say that you have been loved and accepted.  Don’t underestimate this group of women.

    Take care of yourself and let them take care of you,

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    1. I know it is just a tv series but it was not easy for me to let go of Dana’s death. I still am very emotional talking about it. Somehow, I realize your story is quite therapeutic. The way the story unfolds is unprecedented and it shows that you have spent your time designing this whole plot with care and thoughtfulness. Thank you for sharing it, Wonderingalound!

    2. hey! I’m glad you posted again. I was ‘out of town’ and we didn’t have computers and the time to even rest there but I’m glad that when I came home ‘Posthumous Wisdom’ is waiting for me. hehe What I really love about this story is that somehow I get closure over Dana’s death that the show certainly hasn’t given me. Just like what hail_danalice said it’s a show but with Dana’s storyline, since season one, I’ve found things to identify with in more ways than one. Thank you for giving us that. You write very well and as I promised I’m here, again, supporting ya all the way;D PPS

    3. Your story’s really good, and really, I should have been commenting earlier. This latest letter to Jenny, especially the last part of it, was great. And Alice’s continuing reaction to Dana’s death really strikes a chord with me, anyway. It takes a while (it’s taken me more than a year) before the first thing you think about when you wake up is that someone you love is gone, but it does pass. You’ve captured everything really well, the letters that Dana wrote have everyone wisely pegged, and the pace of the story is spot-on. Post when you can, I’m really enjoying the story. Thanks

    4. I really really love this story. It’s so heartfelt and really illustrates how torturous it can be to loose someone you love. The different angles and effect Dana’s passing and letters are having on the group is excellent. PPS!

    6. it’s me again wonderful story.i have to agree with jp22 it is hard when you loss some you love in my case it’s my mom.it’s been two years and i still wonder if i could of done more for her when she was with as,but i know deep down that that i did all that i could,thats what my sisters say.but theres that little voice inside that say maybe a little bet more.oh well sorry for rambling on.aging great story

    7. Another great chapter. Thanks! Poor Alice. I think she is finally having to deal with Dana’s death after probably thinking she had dealt with it already. It is definately something she needs to go through, though. PPS!

    8. this story is absolutely gorgeous. Sorry I haven’t been commenting much, but I’m reading every chapter and loving it. This one nearly broke my heart, still so stupid to have killed Dana off.

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