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    Scorpio Rising 2

    Story written on November 5, 2006 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Committed still I turn to go.


     

     

    “….but I love you….I love you…’

     

     

    “I know baby I know…. Shush…it’s ok…it’s alright…”

     

     

     I just cry and cry and cry. Carmen whispers in my ear that it’s ok, that everything will be alright. That it was ok to miss her. Her lips a comfort to my ears that burned hotter and hotter the more I tried to force the tears down. I don’t know why it took me so long. Instead of keeping it in. I should tell her.

     

     

     

    “I don’t know why…..why…why it took so long….this is so unfair to you…..”

     

     

    “Shane…..it was unfair to us, your pain…it’s my pain. And instead of taking out my anger on you I should have…I should have tried to be……..”

     

     

     

    “….I buried it so far….and you lived in anger…we did what we had to do….”

     

     

     

    “Exactly……I just think it’s harder for you…because you loved her. You fought for her, you accepted me….you accepted Marco….and I know you were there for her…for both of them before all this happened. No matter how hard I pushed you away from me, no matter how hard I tried to let it all burn…You never let me get too far from home….and after you lost her after it became apparent I was not going to be who I was….you found enough room for me in your heart….You are amazing, you are resilient, you are beautiful, and sexy and smart and you can cook. I love you so much. I don’t think anyone else would have been so fair and loving about it. It’s an impossible situation. Don’t you ever feel bad about how you handled it. You are still here when most people would have bailed……….Shuuush…that’s it baby cry it out…it’s the only way you will fall asleep….shush…”

     

     

    I cry on her shoulder, choking sobbing big fat tears like a baby or a dog in the rain. She knew me so well. She wraps her arms around me. All I felt was the warm circles her hands made on my back. This is why I can’t leave her. There is no way. She solved my problem for me. She dug down to the core of me, saying a truth I didn’t know how to admit to.

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    4. everyone needs closure… i hope shane finds it, because i don’t think you can start loving another person unless you find closure with the first. i think. and everyone needs joy division….at least shanes has that. thanks for the update.the drunken anguish at her grave felt really raw. great job.

    6. I am so freakin happy there is a continuation to this saga!! (I know I’m a little late) The restlessness that Shane feels is understandable given her former lifestyle. The conflict of her feelings is so realistic. Great Job!!

    7. I hope that Shane finds the closure that she needs to move on! I love that you are continuing this story and that you have a whole new angle with the PI possiblity. Looking forward to more!

    9. ok now you have me crying.. the hardest thing to do is say goodbye to the love of your life….. wonderful update.. i hope they can work out their problems.. like the idea of an IP buisness… please update soon thanks

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