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    The Most Distant Course

    Story written on November 30, 2018 by Crystal J.H.
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    Whoever’s reading this, you must think that I am insane, ever since that day she appeared in my class, things I wrote in the journal would mention her in any way, crazy right? Either I hate her that much, or…I have a crush on her. I’m such a coward that I cannot tell this feeling

    Whoever’s reading this, you must think that I am insane, ever since that day she appeared in my class, things I wrote in the journal would mention her in any way, crazy right? Either I hate her that much, or…I have a crush on her. I’m such a coward that I cannot tell this feeling to Alice or others, it will end up making me a victim as well, a dyke.

    I know it’s selfish but I can’t risk to let her get hurt. Kelly will kill her with no excuse, she’s the only person came out of the closet in “The Golden Circle”, I must say I’m impressed by her courage, neither I or Alice have the courage to do that, this is also why Adele despite her most of the time, except when she needs money.

    I remember one particular time when we walked pass through each other, our sight met. I remembered that day was prom night, I wore a beautiful long black dress and pull my hair up to a long pony tail, I seldom did this to my hair. She wore a black and white uniform, holding the iron tray with drinks on it, she was the waitress that night. When we pass by, we turned our face to each other, her hazel eyes were so pure and warm, nothing like those bullies said ”ice cold”. After she looked at me, she would make a grin that I’ve never seen her do in front of others, I couldn’t take my eyes off her. Due to her hideous clothes, it took me long enough to find out she’s actually a very beautiful girl under her gold short hair.

    I tried to prove my feeling is wrong, this was just a crazy joke for having a crush on her. However…yesterday when I saw a girl, I can’t remember that brunette’s name…Shanny, Shammy, maybe Shane? The orphan who also was an unpopular girl in school, she approached Tina and greeted her.

    You know, once I thought that Tina Kennard didn’t want to make a friend, well, that’s what she said to us.

    But now, she’s hanging with this girl every day, why the hell did she want to talk with that girl? Shane…yeah, I remember now, Shane Mccutcheon. Shane’s grades were awful, I assume she never pass any course. She always carried eyes bag like she never slept, I’ve heard some rumor that she went out with a different girl every night and fuck them, what a player, I have no idea why Tina want to accept her friendship.

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    2. Ok, when Bette wrote in her journal – “my pride beat my feeling” – she’s liying by herself. It’s no pride, it’s fear.
      This Bette needs to start grow her own backbone, because for now she hasn’t any. She’s just Adele’s pet.
      And her participation in girl’s suicide – it’s not only awful, but criminal case in some countries.

      • Hi Zhenya:

        It’s a World Rescue Swimming Competiton. I did well, Thanks for asking.

        Indeed, Bette has no idea she’s been manipulating, when she had fame, money, and everything, Slowly she lost herself, abandon all her Principle and conscience, this was sad but normal. She got benefits from Adele which she knew that she needs to pay back. The sadder part is that even if she wants to get out, the circumstance won’t allow her to.
         

        • I must say most disturbing part was that Bette just stayed and saw and do nothing when some punks try phisical hurt Tina. And it was multiplay times. And don’t know how Tina can ever forgive her after that.

    3. Hi CJ,
      Hope you had a good time competing in Australia, I saw the nice pictures.

      Great chapter, what Bette wrote in her diary explains her attitude and her position in Adele’s circle.

      I like that you are touching the bully issue; everywhere re bullies and they like to surround themselves of “useful idiots” it is like a rotten apple trying to contaminate the others, and most of the times they succeed.
      What Adele forced Bette to make to the other girl, was cruel, but as you don’t give details about that, I guess, it was more like Bette did something to the couple to break them apart; what Bette never thought was that the girl could kill herself; that is something that she will have to carry with her the rest of her lifetime.
      Those things still happen especially among children out of control and guide, and unfortunately sometimes among adults.

      Kids sometimes can’t measure the extent of their actions, but adults can and still they do it, and that has to be prevented and punished.

      What is interesting is how Bette realizes the attraction she is feeling for Tina; apparently, she knows she doesn’t like boys, and even though she thinks she is not a lesbian, she has all the characteristics and she is falling for Tina, she even is jealous of Shane.

      How interesting you mentioned that Kelly is lesbian and out of the closet, am I wrong?

      And why Kelly would kill Tina if she learns Bette likes Tina? Is Kelly wooing Bette, is Kelly her “almost-girlfriend”?

      Wow, so many questions in my mind, looking for answers.

      Thanks for the chapter; I’ll be waiting for the update.

      P

      • Hi, proteonomics:

        Thank you very much for your caring, really warms my heart when there are people really care about the story.

        Actually, Bette didn’t do something really that awful, just spread the rumors, fake pictures, and gossips that will destroy the girls’ reputation. I didn’t write it cause it’s Bette’s vision to write it, she certainly didn’t want to discuss the details. And certainly, some tricks or verbal abuse might be fun for those bullies, they are just having fun but they don’t know they already cause a big trauma for the victims.

        I think Bette likes Tina after she witnessed Tina’s personalities. Tina never bow to the bullies, she fought bravely to the end, she’s the opposite side of Bette, the side that Bette wants to be like. Bette hated the group, but she can’t help because she’s afraid of Adele, but Tina wasn’t. Any threat, blackmail or pain won’t let her give up her belief. That’s what Bette admired Tina the most, and the more she saw how brave Tina was, the more admire grows. Slowly then she realized she likes the blonde.
         
        Well, Kelly loves Bette, a lot, so she tried every different way to shut Bette’s admirer out. If those people didn’t be stopped by Kelly, Bette probably has lots of relationships now. So if Kelly knows that Bette actually doesn’t like her but Tina, she will definitely do some bad things to her.

        I hope I answered your questions, this was my first time writing, so thank you for comments, I’ll try very hard to improve my next chapter!

    5. I loved to read about Bette and why she is acting the way she is.

      But she needs to cut ties with Adele and stand up to her before she is going to be taken down with her.

      Adele is one sick horrible kid, she needs to be slapped back.

      I admire Tina, she is a strong kid.

      Looking forward to the next chapter!

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