I can see Tina crying from the pain in her stomach… blood pumping out in gallons… her last words…. “Beth”…. Fuck!!!

“Shane why are you crying?…. she was your enemy”

“She was my f-friend Jenny…. My friend… FUCK!!…”

“Maybe in your world but not here” shes right… but still. I wipe my face

“Shit this is bad…. But Dana is my friend…. She’s alive?”

“Yea she’s alive… she works for you” at least she’s alive here… I miss her so much… God Dana…. Now I feel like crying again

“And Carmen?”

“Um… I don’t know any Carmen”

“shit…”

“Who’s Carmen?”

“She was… um … my girlfriend… me were going to get married 2 days ago”

“Why didn’t you?”

“I don’t really want to talk about it Jenny… I’m still hurt”

“It’s ok…. Look you need to rest Shane… you’re still hurt and need to recover. Here are your pills it would hell you sleep”

“Yea… maybe if I do sleep, I would wake up for real…” I drink my pills and get down on bed and closed my eyes

“Shane…” I look at her “T-thank you ” man… this is so sad…. the look on her face like… like I’ve just save her from something… someone… then everything turns black… again

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Shit my head hurt…. My body hurt… but I’m afraid to move… or to open my eyes scared of where I am… I open my eyes and I see Dana in front of the bed… I guess I’m still at the Onyx… Dana has a scar on her face… she looks stronger….and she looks mad… really mad… Man Dana is alive… I’m just glad to see her … I want to stay at that moment…Not wanting to move  I start crying again… man in this world I cry a lot. I guess this is not a dream… fuck…

“Shane what the fuck are we going to do huh? And why are you crying?”  I try to stand up forgetting I got shot I few days ago and that its hurts like hell and I almost fell but Dana caught me and helped me sit in bed.