“I’m good… now go Dana will give you a lift”

“Ok… bye…” she kiss me and she’s gone. Jenny comes in

“Are you ok?”

“Yea… man everything its just crazy… Can you help me stand up… I want to change these clothes”

“Sure…” She helps me up and I get to my closet… did I said closet… more like a room….shit I have a lot of cloths… I grab a wife bitter and a jean.

“Shane why are you getting dress you can’t go out yet”

“Jenny I can’t stay here for another minute… take me out…. To some where… anywhere”

“…Ok”

“I need to taka a shower first”

“You think you can handle it on your own?”

“Um yea… I will call you when I’m getting dress… I don’t think I’m going to be able to put my pants on”

“haha ok.. I’ll be in the kitchen”

“I don’t know where that is”

“Right… just yell when you need me” I get to the bathroom and start to undress. I see my  self in the mirror, the Onyx Cliff gave me in a nekles in my neck…. It turns white….i don’t know what that means. Here I’m not that skinny… stronger really… but still skinny…. have my abs. lots of scars…. I guess this is the price you get for being a drug dealer. My hair is longer. I take out the bandages and see my wound… shit I never thought a could ever be in this position… its looks really small but hurts like hell. I turn the shower on, get in and let the hot water run thru my body. By the wound. It hurts at first but then its stops. The only thing I can think about is Carmen… she’s the only reason I’m here…maybe to change things… but shes not here… at least I don’t know her… or Jenny. But I have to know her… in those flashbacks I saw her… dancing… almost naked… ok time to turn the water cold… I get out, call Jenny, she helps me get dress and in 20 minutes we are driving around.

“Are you hungry?”

“Starved”