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All The White Horses: Part Three (3/5)
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And so, Dana began hating herself when she wasn’t playing tennis.
Something that got worse after Stephanie was ripped from her life first
at her parents hands and then by her own choice. But then she met Alice
and she found her friends and slowly but surely she began to love and
trust once again. The road was long and tiring to travel but eventually
Dana started to feel as confident off the court as she did on. Alice
did that for her, first in their friendship and then in their romance.
And that was how Dana knew she would always be in love with her.
Nobody made her feel like Alice.
Feel completely loved, completely understood, completely desired, and
completely accepted. There wasn’t a piece of her that Alice didn’t know
about, no matter how small and how dirty and how sad, Alice knew about
it and she loved her anyway. She fucking loved all of the pieces that
made Dana who she was. The day Dana finally realized that, she was the
happiest she had ever been. At least, until Alice induced an Earth
shattering orgasm a few hours later.
Alice knew her completely but that was when she was well and the sad
thing was, no matter how much anyone wanted to deny it, Dana wasn’t the
same person anymore. Cancer had changed her, inside and out, and that
ever present pessimistic voice in her brain kept asking how much change
could Alice take? How much change before she noticed the Dana she loved
was slowly disappearing? And why in the hell did things like
chemotherapy and her upcoming mastectomy have to give it a face? Why
did her body have to change with her spirit?
How much longer until there was nothing left? When all traces of her
disappeared, leaving behind an empty shell of a person? How much longer
until she ceased being herself and became this strange and frightening
alien creature? Someone her friends and family knew they should care
for but didn’t know precisely why. Perhaps because it was expected.
Twenty minutes and counting.
That was length of time Dana had been standing naked in front of the
full length mirror in her bedroom. Staring at herself from every
possible angle, squinting her eyes, opening them wide, kneeling,
bending over. Dana looked at herself in the mirror, desperate for some
sign of recognition. Something familiar from the days not so long ago
when she was healthy. A muscle that hadn’t weakened or a tan line that
had survived.
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Wow, I know you’re an amazing writer from prior fics but you are outdoing yourself on this one. It’s truly amazing and I loved reading it. The details are fantastic. I’m hoping for a happy ending for our girls….but I’m sure you will do the story justice. Thank you!
wow…oh wow! you definitely outdid yourself on this fic. i loved how you focused so much on their unwavering love for each other despite all the changes. their relationship will only get stronger as long as they go along w/ the changes and not stubbornly hold on to the past. i don’t know a lot about cancer treatment, but shouldn’t dana have the mastectomy first and then chemotherapy? anyway, awesome story.
Crumbs!!! That was absolutley awesome, I loved it, from begininng to end. I think your such a talented writer. Besides layla, that it blows my mind. I read it twice, it is a great, great story and I can’t wait for the cont. Please post when ye can and I’m glad ye have a life now ( ;Cheers!!! Peace.
this was great and it took me all afternoon to read it I just hope that in this story dana will beat the cancer and they will have a happy ever after please post soon
This was AMAZING! after watching what i personaly thought wasn’t a great danish season, i have decided that the show should use your story for season 3 as it is PERFECT xxx
I am not fawning but I am speechless. Dayum, girl…you can write…but you already knew that. I can guess that you don’t care much about Bette and Tina. But in general, what do you think of the season so far? Dana dies in this upcoming episode. That sucks and IMO will unbalance the karma of the group. I don’t see you post very often on the MBs but would be interested in your posting your perspective.
Thanks, thanks, thanks if at least we had had the chance of this in the show :( . Great as always.
azmama – My thoughts are rarely logical but here is their twisted train during the airing of episode 310 via a post in my lame ass LJ.http://dreiser.livejournal.com/39785.html
Heartbreaking – but so much love. Don’t we all long for such a connection. I haven’t seen Series 3, but from what has been said on the boards, I can only feel that this storyline has been dreadfully mishandled and has been treated with very little sensitivity or honesty – the only redeeming feature being the way in which ED and LeH have portrayed their roles. Your story is overwhelming in its emotional impact. I wish IC would read and learn. I think I may have said it before, but you are an amazing writer and I am humbled in your presence.
wow beautiful i just read ur story not sure if i’ve read it before amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!