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All The White Horses: Part Three (3/5)
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“Blame me for what?” asked Alice almost sharply, her brow furrowing in
confusion. When she received no reply she turned the athlete around,
noting absently the look of surprise on Dana’s face as she halfway
growled, “What do you understand?” Instead of replying, the tennis
player looked at her blankly and this seemed to frustrate Alice even
more. Shaking the brunette, she demanded, “What do you understand,
Dana? And what don’t you blame me for?”
“I understand why you wouldn’t want me after the operation,” Dana
whispered, regretting the words the moment they left her mouth because
of the reaction they caused. Alice paled and turned a sickly color,
backing away from the athlete as she looked lost and confused. Then her
head lifted and brown eyes met blue and Dana knew she would never
forget the anger she saw there. But it was more than anger, it was
betrayal as well. The tennis player could see the hurt in Alice and
with that, she knew the thoughts she had been having were wrong. They
were wrong about her becoming this foreign and disgusting creature,
with all shreds of who she was disappearing. Wrong about her turning
into something other than the woman Alice loved. They were all wrong
because those thoughts were her own and had nothing to do with the
journalist. Dana had pushed those thoughts and feelings onto Alice in
some attempt to what? Protect herself from possible rejection later?
But Alice would never reject her… at least, before now she wouldn’t.
“Alice,” she said her name in a sob, reaching out to the blonde with
desperate and seeking hands. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it. I’m just so
scared and I don’t know who I am anymore. It’s like the cancer is
changing me inside and out and I can’t stop it.”
“Dana,” Alice uttered her name like a prayer, rushing forward to wrap
the tennis player in an loving embrace. Pulling away to hold the Dana’s
face in her hands, she wiped the tears away with the pads of her
thumbs. “This disease can’t really change you unless you let it. And
the changes that you do let happen? They don’t have to be bad ones,”
she flashed a warm and reassuring smile before pressing her lips to
Dana’s for a soft kiss. Resting cheek to cheek, Alice nuzzled the
athlete’s neck and they rocked back and forth in each other’s arms.
Then her voice was quiet and pleading in Dana’s ear, “But don’t ever
think I wouldn’t want you. Never think that. Because sometimes I think
you’re the only worthwhile thing I’ve ever wanted.”
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Wow, I know you’re an amazing writer from prior fics but you are outdoing yourself on this one. It’s truly amazing and I loved reading it. The details are fantastic. I’m hoping for a happy ending for our girls….but I’m sure you will do the story justice. Thank you!
wow…oh wow! you definitely outdid yourself on this fic. i loved how you focused so much on their unwavering love for each other despite all the changes. their relationship will only get stronger as long as they go along w/ the changes and not stubbornly hold on to the past. i don’t know a lot about cancer treatment, but shouldn’t dana have the mastectomy first and then chemotherapy? anyway, awesome story.
Crumbs!!! That was absolutley awesome, I loved it, from begininng to end. I think your such a talented writer. Besides layla, that it blows my mind. I read it twice, it is a great, great story and I can’t wait for the cont. Please post when ye can and I’m glad ye have a life now ( ;Cheers!!! Peace.
this was great and it took me all afternoon to read it I just hope that in this story dana will beat the cancer and they will have a happy ever after please post soon
This was AMAZING! after watching what i personaly thought wasn’t a great danish season, i have decided that the show should use your story for season 3 as it is PERFECT xxx
I am not fawning but I am speechless. Dayum, girl…you can write…but you already knew that. I can guess that you don’t care much about Bette and Tina. But in general, what do you think of the season so far? Dana dies in this upcoming episode. That sucks and IMO will unbalance the karma of the group. I don’t see you post very often on the MBs but would be interested in your posting your perspective.
Thanks, thanks, thanks if at least we had had the chance of this in the show :( . Great as always.
azmama – My thoughts are rarely logical but here is their twisted train during the airing of episode 310 via a post in my lame ass LJ.http://dreiser.livejournal.com/39785.html
Heartbreaking – but so much love. Don’t we all long for such a connection. I haven’t seen Series 3, but from what has been said on the boards, I can only feel that this storyline has been dreadfully mishandled and has been treated with very little sensitivity or honesty – the only redeeming feature being the way in which ED and LeH have portrayed their roles. Your story is overwhelming in its emotional impact. I wish IC would read and learn. I think I may have said it before, but you are an amazing writer and I am humbled in your presence.
wow beautiful i just read ur story not sure if i’ve read it before amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!