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    FOREVER I PROMISE: Chapter 53

    Story written on June 22, 2005 by OCD.
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    Searching for my way home.

     

    Tina:  I dont know I.  It just happened.  I dont know why!!

     

    Sharon:  Yes Tina you do.  Youve told me before.  You felt ashamed for what your body felt with Jennifer.  Guilt that you had betrayed Bette, been unfaithful to her.  Remember?

     

    Tina:  Yes, I remember.  I was unfaithful.  At least my body was. 

     

    Sharon:  No Tina.  You were not unfaithful.  You were drugged.  Tina let me ask you something?

     

    Tina:  Ok.

     

    Sharon:  Please bear with me on this.  If you had a dream and in that dream you had ***** with someone else.  You felt aroused and wet when you woke up.  How would that make you feel?

     

    Tina:  I would feel confused. 

     

    Sharon:  Why confused?

     

    Tina:  I would wonder why I had such a dream to start with.  I would worry that something was wrong between Bette and I that caused me to have such a dream with someone else.  I dont know.  I dont like this question.

     

    Sharon:  Answer me this.  Would you be in control of that dream? 

     

    Tina:  NO!  Of course not or I wouldnt have dreamed such a thing.  Thats a stupid question Sharon.

     

    Sharon:  Is it? 

     

    Tina:  Yes, it is. 

     

    Sharon:  Tina, did you have control of being drugged?

     

    Tina:  Well no.  Of course I didnt. 

     

    Sharon:  You completely understand how that drug works and yet you still blame yourself for your actions.  Tina, you had no more control of your body while drugged than if it had been a dream.  Do you understand that.  Losing control doesnt mean that you betrayed Bette or love her any less.  You have to understand that this rape, the feelings you had, the way your body responded was against your will.  This is what we have been working so hard on.  It wasnt your fault.  It was completely normal for your body to respond to stimulants.   Most importantly Tina the fact that Jennifers looks and features were so much like Bettes, that it is extremely possible that your mind may have responded thinking it was in fact Bette.  Can you see that Tina?

     

    Tina:  Its just so hard.  I lost so much from this.  So much of me was taken away and destroyed. 

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    2. Gah! Woman that was completely amazing. Totally loved it. You used the magic words, heh. I love how Bette was so conscious of how Tina felt and that Tina knew this and felt more loved. More, later twin!

    14. good chapter – i think now may be a good time to get Tina to get pass her trauma and bring perhaps a closure to the rape thing – how long can both T&B be tortured and not to make the story too draggy – tks

    15. As always, great chapter. You are actually showing true love at its finest & what happens with communication & love. Keep up the good work, just keep the love flowing. Oh, and much – much more pertaining to the twins please — THANKS!

    17. Good chapter. Yes Bette’s eyes is have alot of love and safe. Now Tina need to see Bette’s eyes and she will find love and safe and like home again. Post soon, thanks!

    18. OMFG – I died and came back to life between this chapter and the last. This is so excellent. I can’t get enough. Please becareful with the arm and continue to write “softly”.

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