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    FOREVER I PROMISE: Chapter 53

    Story written on June 22, 2005 by OCD.
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    Searching for my way home.

     

    Sharon:  The things you believe were taken, things that were destroyed.  What were they? 

     

    Tina:  Sharon, Bette was my first, last and forever.  Shes not any more.

     

    Sharon:  Why is that?  Was she not your first?

     

    Tina:  Yes.

     

    Sharon:  Will she always be your last?

     

    Tina:  Of course.

     

    Sharon:  Will you always love her forever?

     

    Tina:  Yes, I will.  Sharon this is stupid.  What are you getting at?

     

    Sharon:  Jennifer only took a part of you Tina.  She did not take anything that can not be healed.  Your love for Bette and you children is still there.  Your body is scarred inside, but it too will heal in time.  Bette does not hold this against you.  She knows better than anyone how much control you give up against your will during a rape.  She still loves you Tina.  Cant you see that?

     

    Tina:  Yes.  I did last night.  I saw it in her eyes. 

     

    Sharon:  What did you see Tina?  What did her eyes tell you?

     

    Tina:  I saw everything.  I saw Bette, not Jennifer.  I felt her never ending love for me. 

     

    Sharon:  Were you able to feel that love completely?

     

    Tina:  Yes.

     

    Sharon:  Do you still love Bette completely?

     

    Tina:  Yes.

     

    Sharon:  Then tell me.  What was destroyed?

     

    Tina:  I I’m not able to make love with my wife. 

     

    Sharon:  Tina do you really believe that you will never again be able to make love with Bette?

     

    Tina:  I dont know Sharon.  Look how long it took just for us to try last night.  I failed her.  You dont understand how important this is to Bette.  To make love to me and feel how strongly my body responds to her.  How can my body respond if I’m telling it not to?

     

    Sharon:  Tina, you will find your way back to Bette completely.  I have no doubt in this.  I think it is very important that you discuss this with Bette.  She needs to know and understand so she can help you heal.  From what I have seen and what you both have told me about these past two years.  Well I just dont see anything standing in the way of your love. 

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    2. Gah! Woman that was completely amazing. Totally loved it. You used the magic words, heh. I love how Bette was so conscious of how Tina felt and that Tina knew this and felt more loved. More, later twin!

    14. good chapter – i think now may be a good time to get Tina to get pass her trauma and bring perhaps a closure to the rape thing – how long can both T&B be tortured and not to make the story too draggy – tks

    15. As always, great chapter. You are actually showing true love at its finest & what happens with communication & love. Keep up the good work, just keep the love flowing. Oh, and much – much more pertaining to the twins please — THANKS!

    17. Good chapter. Yes Bette’s eyes is have alot of love and safe. Now Tina need to see Bette’s eyes and she will find love and safe and like home again. Post soon, thanks!

    18. OMFG – I died and came back to life between this chapter and the last. This is so excellent. I can’t get enough. Please becareful with the arm and continue to write “softly”.

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