“She never… I-I never… um… I never saw her”

“She saw you having dinner with your girl… she saw the look of happiness you had in your face… she was convinced you would never smile like that with her again… so she didn’t say anything”

“She didn’t say anything…. She didn’t say anything for 5 years Kit… 5 fucking years….I’ve moved on…”

“I know…”

“What was I supposed to do huh? Wait for her… wait until she is dying… wait until her life is a ticking bomb… wait until her friends finally tell me she missed me… she actually missed me…”

“She loves you”

“I don’t… not anymore….”

The key to survive is denial. We deny that we’re tired, we deny that we are scared, we deny how badly your heart is broken but most important, we deny that we’re in denial. Denial. It’s not just a river in Egypt. It’s a freaking ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?

“…”

“……… I was hoping to never come here again…. Never see her, left alone talking to her…. I hoped to such for this not to ever happened.”

“Babe… at the end of the day, the reality, is nothing as we hoped. The reality is, at the end of the day, more often than not, the world turns inside out and upside down…  but then somehow, when you least expect it, the world rights itself again.”

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In life only one thing is certain. Apart from death and taxes. No mater how hard you try, no matter how good you intensions might be, you are going to make mistakes You are going to hurt people, you are going to get hurt… and if you ever want to recover… there’s really one thing you can say is…

I forgive you.

Forgive and forget.. Its very good advice but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness… old scores are never saddle. Wounds are never healed. But the one thing we hope for… is one day… we would forget