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    Unavoidable.

    Story written on February 11, 2008 by justloveB+T.
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    The morning after the party, contemplations of episode 505 from the view of a certain blonde.

     

    I was drowning in her eyes, as a sudden voice broke my dream.

     

    ‘Tina’

     

    Isabella Perkins had her arms around me before I could even assess what was happening, and as I introduced her to Bette, I kept watching the face of the woman I loved beyond any other…I wanted to see the feelings I had had about this whole thing, cross her face… It felt awfull, but for a moment wanted to see the surprise and the shock and the pain of our lifes together soon to be portrayed on screen. I was looking for that glimpse of recognizion… Of regret…

     

    Maybe most of all I was looking for a chance.

     

    But as I saw the wrenching of her face as she realized who Bella was, I felt instantly sorry…

     

    It was so so hard for me to read about our life, to read about all the things we had done wrong, even though it was just through Jenny’s eyes, I knew the truth –at least my truth- behind it, and it was agony…

     

    And as she started to ask Bette about the ‘why’s’ I swallowed hard, and tried, in all sincerity, to stop her, but then, those words…

     

    ‘What is it in Bev that seeks to sabotage everything she has built? Why does she cheat with the plumber?’

     

    My eyes grew wide as I felt my heart jump and wrench, the pain of the memories, of the questions that would never be answered, that couldn’t be answered, cause would I ever know why I had been running to Henry? I could give excuses, I could think of feelings, of insecureness and of pain, but never would there be words to undo all I had done to destroy our second chance…

     

    Those beautifull eyes turned from ashtonishment to anger, the kind of anger that I knew reflected pain. I looked into the pools of darkbrown and hoped she saw my apology in them, as she turned back to Bella and seemed to reassess her…

     

    ‘I am frankly fucking flabbergasted… I am flabbergasted that she cast such a white actress… She is White, ok? Was Mary fucking Poppins not available? What can she possibly know about my life? What can she know?’

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    1. You did a beautiful job showing Tina’s thoughts and emotions bouncing back in forth between hope and despair. And then there is Bette waiting for Tina to wake up so she can tell her the truth.

    3. Awesome!Thanks for taking your time, as this was beautiful. Except for having no reason for OMFG2 and OMFG3 in last nights episode I would prefer it having worked out this way. Look forward to your next post.

    4. Doesn’t matter if this was late, it was wonderful to read. Your perspective is unique and helps fill in all those spaces we don’t get with IC. Thanks!

    5. Loved the chapter. You have given us the feelings and words from our girls that IC failed to give. Thanks so much for sharing your story with us. Love it. Please continue to post “afters” for us.

    6. Thank for taking time to post this story. I know that your time is limited so that makes the story even more amazing. I love how you bring out Tina’s emotions as she fights to not lose everything that is willing to come up as she finds her equilibrium.

    8. yea!!!!! you did it you did it! looking around… am i first? i think sooooo happy dancing!!! I think this story is so good, maybe IC should ask you to write some episode ;) just it will take a little ;) Good to read your post my friend and thanks so much for everything and your support during this hard time. Love ya

    10. Hey JustLoveB+T, How wonderful to read how Tina’s sleep-over could have played out. Bette does love Jodi but her connection to Tina is a force of nature. It is primeval and passionate. Good to see that Bette and Jodi realized this before Tina woke up. Now if only this had been the start of Episode 5-06. From your fingers to IC’s eyes. Love it. Please continue your wonderful way with wordds soon. Much joy and appreciation from Your Loyal Fan.

    13. Your stories are always so beautiful..**sigh**…I always smile when I see a new post from you! Let’s hope IC is taking notes!! Thank you for sharing your beautiful thoughts on how this could have played out on the show. Again, this was simply beautiful!

    16. Ohh yes – that was what we wantet in the first place – wish that would have happend in the episode – but us B & T fans have hope and we are stickint to it as well – it’s looks promising in season 5 so far ;O))) – post soon

    17. It shouldve went this way, but someone, I wont mention the name, was determined to have drama…damn tina looked like she wanted to pass out when Bette said she was in love with Jodi, Bette always could make Tina swoon

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