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What If – 14 (A)
Dana: [nods her head in agreement]
Alice: [takes another sip of her drink]
Dana: For as long as I live I will forever be haunted by the notion of “What If?” What if we never dated? What if Lara never came back into my life? What if I choose to stay with you? What if we didn’t end on bad terms? What if we could have worked things out? What if!? What if!? What if!?
Alice: [hearing the emotion in her voice continues to listen]
Dana: I didn’t fight for us.
Alice: [begins to feel emotional]
Dana: Even if the relationships wasn’t salvageable our friendship was worth fighting for
and to think I allowed 10 years to go by without attempting to repair the damage I caused it’s hard to forgive myself. Still, the fact remains I did not fight for us.
Alice: Hey, I was at fault too.
Dana: Your reaction was the effect of the hurt I caused. Since Bette’s Gala I’ve been stricken with guilt mentally I’ve forgiven myself but my heart still believes I’m not worthy of such forgiveness. In hindsight I’m still the same coward I was years ago when things get rough I run to avoid confrontation. Things were rocky between us instead of trying to work things out I ran towards Lara she was the safe zone. No arguments, no drama, stress-free, and didn’t require work. Now, things are up in the air with her and here I am doing the exact same thing I did to you. She’s done everything under the sun to reconcile and instead of confronting our issues I’ve been selfish and running. The running, the guilt, the selfishness, plus the “What If” all of it triggered the urge to kiss you.
Alice: [her revelation left her speechless]
Dana: I love you Alice, you will forever have a place in my heart and not speaking for 10 years could ever change that.
Alice: [could feel herself beginning to choke up] Really?
Dana: Is water wet?
Alice: [smiles]
Dana: But, it’s not fair for me to come here and throw your world into chaos because my shit is out of sync I’m being too stubborn to try and fix it—which is why I’ve been calling and texting you to say only that I’m sorry. I should’ve never placed you in that position in the first place.
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Hi Skunk:
Very nice chapter, poor Bette, opening her mouth before using her brain, not a good thing to do.
Tasha has many possibilities, but she wants to make things work with Alice.
Wow, Dana was caught with her hands in the cookie jar; she and Alice are at a crossroad let’s see where they’ll go.
Thanks so much for this nice and funny chapter, I’ll read the update.
P