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    Missing. 8

    Story written on February 4, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=64346
    Author Notes:

    Closer….no hesitation.

     

     

    “I thought you would wake up someone else. I thought you would wake up and not want me. …………………..And you didn’t…..you still love me…thank god you love me….”

     

     

    “Carm….I never stopped loving you…never.”

     

     

    “I prayed for you….I never ever prayed before…..to me you where indestructible….a machine that just kept on….seeing you on that bed with tubes and wires….it scared the shit out of me….its probably how you felt when it happened to her….to me.”

     

     

    “It was very similar….with you it was so fast…you got shot….we rushed you to the hospital….your blood getting wetter and wetter on me…your hands getting colder….…I never felt something so much….it was so deep my pain for you…..we talked…you know just before you flat lined….we talked…… I thought for the last time…”

     

     

    “What did we talk about?”

     

     

    “God….what did we talk about?”

     

     

    I know what we talked about…..maybe she should know too…

     

     

    “Um…I told you that you had a son…you really wanted a son….you didn’t want the hassle of raising a girl….I called you a male chauvinist pig…….um yeah I told you about Marco…..and you said that you wanted to call him Nate after all….I said….what did I say? I said….that I told the nurse to call him Marco….and……..and you told me that we had a good time……and …..you said that you loved me…..and….I said I love you more….then she died….the line went flat…and I left…..got drunk on the beach…..ummmm….wandered around….and John ….he uh…made all the arrangements…I came back…you know Marco was tough….he was born a little early…but he kept getting stronger….and stronger…and we took him home…and…uh…I never left his side….I told him all about you….her…..and whenever I wasn’t with him…I was drunk….and I kept dunking my head in John’s pool…..and a year went by….and I had to go…I couldn’t take it anymore….so I left him………. Marco…I left him with them….he looked more and more like you everyday…I just couldn’t take it…I decided I wanted to die…to see you again…so I went back to my old life….I kept dreaming about you…her…..it was driving me nuts…then I talked with Bette Porter and something she said….something she told me…it triggered something….it made me …I don’t know it gave me hope….in a way…..so what was your question…..shit…I got a little lost there?”

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    1. Shane seems to be coming to a realization about herself while Carmen seems to be slightly falling apart. The call to Marco was sweet. Really are happy that you gave us the warning about your stories ending. You’ll def. be missed.

    2. godddddddd yoou are making thing worse by gicing us a great fucking update… haha i willl fucking miss you everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yea lifes like that …. anyways loved the update but i’m scared of whats next…

    3. I know I haven’t written in awhile. Life has been keeping me on my toes and keeping me from your wonderful stories. I’m really sad to hear that you are going to stop soon, but I got to read some of the best writing I’ve seen, and I will be able to keep that forever. I will really miss the world you created, and the hotness that is Sharmen. I’m honored that you call me your original fan, and for telling me that my comment so long ago made you think about this story and finally post it (that truely made me happier than you know). It’s been a wild ride, and for all our sakes, I hope you’ll change your mind and dream up another fantastic Sharmen adventure! I know this isn’t goodbye, and honestly I don’t know why I’m being so melodramatic. Anyway, until next time…

    5. so glad you are back. i’ve not missed any of your stories. actually, i am not good to crit or advise even admire. but you know what you’ve made my day and night. thanks you sweetie!

    6. This is one of the best updates yet! Knowing that it may be close to the last one is hard to swallow, but it has been a joy reading this saga! I hope Carmen and Shane get what they have been fighting for all along; a happy ending with their little boy!

    7. Wowza! What a way to end a chapter, there. I’m still wrapping my head around the fact that this story will end. :( Sad times, sad times. So this update, like your previous one, was bittersweet. Of course it was a great couple chapters, but knowing that they’re one of the last few kind of dampens the spirits. Sad times. But enough of that! I wish you luck on the awards, because you honestly deserve it (you got my vote in a few places).

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