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“I asked you what we talked about….I am sorry….so sorry that happened…..”
“Hey it’s not your fault…..”
“I know….”
“My dreams…they are gateways to things in me that are boiling over….when we first met….and I knew that….you…that she was lying to me…I use to have these dreams about my childhood…..and she was there….but she didn’t judge me…or…take sides…..but she didn’t talk to me either….then I found out…..I figured out that she was a cop….a fed….”
“That must have been hard for her….loving you….having to avenge her loss….loving you and lying to you….”
“It was hard…..she shot me…”
“Really?” She says leaning up on her arm. Did I not tell her this?
“Yeah…I was trying to help her…to get her to realize that killing the person who wronged her isn’t always the best thing.”
“You told her about that?”
“Yeah I told her…..she was not pleased when I first told her….you……. that I killed someone. She knew sort of… it was known…its how I built my rep……anyway….I was trying to save her from making the same choice I did…..”
“And she shot you instead?”
“Not really….. I mean I got in the way…I just didn’t want her to have that be her only choice….”
“Shane?”
“Hmmm?”
“Do you ever feel bad about it?”
“Its funny you bring that up….actually I was trying to get to that point….I had this dream while I was under. And in this dream my parents they where not dead. And they where rich and powerful. And Havoc was my best friend and he was getting married to you….I could have stayed under….I could have given up….stayed in my fantasy world and lived that dangerous line again…kill Havoc get you back….make my parents proud of me…but it was crumbling around me….everything was wrong…..everything felt weird and scary and you the you that I love now…the you that makes me want to shout of rooftops….it was just wrong…….Anyway I came to the conclusion that I made a choice to kill him….Fast Eddie…I made the choice to avenge my father and my life…I needed to do that to survive…. do I feel bad? Yes. Should I feel bad? Absolutely.…..Maybe I should have let her kill Havoc….maybe none of this would have happened….but maybe not….obviously not…..As it turns out Havoc didn’t even really kill her it was The Moon Lights….and their failed attempt to kill you…So I love you…even though you have no real tangible memories of the life we use to have….even though you are nothing at all like her…and I don’t mean it in a bad way…..”
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Shane seems to be coming to a realization about herself while Carmen seems to be slightly falling apart. The call to Marco was sweet. Really are happy that you gave us the warning about your stories ending. You’ll def. be missed.
godddddddd yoou are making thing worse by gicing us a great fucking update… haha i willl fucking miss you everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yea lifes like that …. anyways loved the update but i’m scared of whats next…
I know I haven’t written in awhile. Life has been keeping me on my toes and keeping me from your wonderful stories. I’m really sad to hear that you are going to stop soon, but I got to read some of the best writing I’ve seen, and I will be able to keep that forever. I will really miss the world you created, and the hotness that is Sharmen. I’m honored that you call me your original fan, and for telling me that my comment so long ago made you think about this story and finally post it (that truely made me happier than you know). It’s been a wild ride, and for all our sakes, I hope you’ll change your mind and dream up another fantastic Sharmen adventure! I know this isn’t goodbye, and honestly I don’t know why I’m being so melodramatic. Anyway, until next time…
great update. It’s sad to know your stories are going to end :( I’ll miss you
so glad you are back. i’ve not missed any of your stories. actually, i am not good to crit or advise even admire. but you know what you’ve made my day and night. thanks you sweetie!
This is one of the best updates yet! Knowing that it may be close to the last one is hard to swallow, but it has been a joy reading this saga! I hope Carmen and Shane get what they have been fighting for all along; a happy ending with their little boy!
Wowza! What a way to end a chapter, there. I’m still wrapping my head around the fact that this story will end. :( Sad times, sad times. So this update, like your previous one, was bittersweet. Of course it was a great couple chapters, but knowing that they’re one of the last few kind of dampens the spirits. Sad times. But enough of that! I wish you luck on the awards, because you honestly deserve it (you got my vote in a few places).