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    Past and Present Clashing

    Story written on December 18, 2019 by BAT2012.
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    Bette was functioning on impulse, giving thought to only satisfying her basic animalistic desires to escape her pain. It felt good when Candace’s fingers and tongue brought on multiple climaxes but the clandestine uninhibited sex that felt good in the moment would only serve to increase the pain in her heart. A pain for which

    Bette was functioning on impulse, giving thought to only satisfying her basic animalistic desires to escape her pain. It felt good when Candace’s fingers and tongue brought on multiple climaxes but the clandestine uninhibited sex that felt good in the moment would only serve to increase the pain in her heart. A pain for which the only cure was the love of the woman that owned it.

    Bette loved Tina beyond measure, yet love had no bearing on her actions. After that first time in the hotel room she was like a bitch in heat; not able to stop herself from hounding the other woman. In the months following the affair when the guilt was eating at her, she would say it was a sex thing. She fucked up, she never fucked off, but in fact she had fucked off and by the time she came back Tina had moved on to Helena.

    It was then that she found out about Tina’s hidden pregnancy. The devastating loss of her son to miscarriage didn’t compare to what her life would be like if Helena had succeeded in taking Tina and Angie away from her. In her heart she didn’t think that it was a life worth living, and then Tina came back to her. What plagued her now was that she finally had her best life back and she feared the sins of the past would always haunt their future.

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    Bette savored the sensation of Tina’s naked body molded onto hers for a bit longer as her mind struggled to form the words to explain the overwhelming emotional clashing between past and present.

    After a while she moved from under Tina and gently resettled her lover to lay facing side by side. With their legs entwined and arms wrapped around each other, hazel green and chocolate brown eyes met. Bette’s soul lay bare for Tina to see. It would be so easy for them to put off talking, but no matter how raw or vulnerable Bette needed to let Tina in. Therapy had taught her that shutting down when things got hard was not an option for them. They had to face these obstacles head-on if they wanted to make things work the second time around.

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    1. Nice chapter….I think they still need to do a bit more talking. They both felt in the past, they were being rejected sexually by each other. They need to explore the roots of this and how it brought them to the actions they took. That is going to be a painful discussion. Bette seems surprised that Tina thought that she was not sexually attractive to Bette. In these type situations, its never a single event but a string of events which when put together appears to look like rejection. If they do not explore this together, then they are bound to repeat their old habits and there will be trouble in the future. They have made a good start at this process and the more of these type of conversations they have without judgement and without malice, the stronger their relationship will become. They will bond on a higher and more stable level than they are now. They are well on their way to a strong and stable relationship.

      I love the fact that Melvin has come to accept Tina and Angie as members of his family. I love the fact that Bette wants to include him in wedding. Now if they could see a change in Tina’s family, they could live happily ever after!

      Thanks for this story….. perhaps another chapter soon? It seems close to being finished.

    2. Thank you for posting this long awaited Chapter!

      As usual I enjoyed it and your way of potraying these characters.

      Please do not be so long before you post again.

      SG

    3. Thank you for the chapter!

      Always be curious – even before miscarriage, when Bette starting asking herself if she fallen out of love with Tina – if it was just fear of having baby or not? And isn’t it to trigger her affair with Candace?

    4. Hi BAT2012,

      I am so glad to see a new chapter from you!

      It is good to see that both are committed not to make the same mistakes and are actually talking and opening up about their fears (Bette) and Tina explaining she didn’t feel desired anymore by Bette.

      If they keep talking i see a great future for them as a couple and as family with Angelica!

      Thanks for your update!

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