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    Past and Present Clashing

    The struggle was evident as the tears pooled on her lids and slid down Bette’s cheeks. Using their connected bodies to comfort her beloved, Tina tucked Bette’s head into her chest and tamed the wild curly hair with smooth strokes; closing her eyes she slowed her breathing. Bette’s ear picked up the rhythm of Tina’s heartbeat and it quieted her. Bringing their heartrates in synch, the calmness overcame anxiety and at last Bette found her voice.

    “I’m afraid to be this happy Tee. Being here with you; loving you, and you loving me. The way we connect with our bodies; our hearts; our souls. We share the same values. Everything around us is so beautiful. We have the family we dreamed about. We have a love that just doesn’t compare. We belong Tee, we always have. How could I ever have lost sight of that, especially when we lost the baby. There was nowhere else for either of us to mourn and find comfort but in each other’s love.”

    Bette quieted as if waiting for this to sink in before she continued.

    “It’s so rare Tina that two people like us who’ve caused and suffered so much heartbreak can forgive and find the strength and courage to fight for our love. We belong together with our daughter and nothing and no one will ever come between us.”

    Bette lifted her head from Tina’s chest so that she could look her in the eye.

    “You are my world Tee. I can’t un-break your heart, but I’ll spend the rest of my days mending it and taking care of it. I’ll never hurt you or jeopardize our family ever again.”

    Tina wiped Bette’s tears and kissed her lips. She didn’t know how Bette got from the joy of getting notice of the adoption going through to this melancholy state, but she would help her get through it.

    “Babe what happened between us isn’t all on you. Yes, the affair broke my heart, and damaged our trust. It destroyed everything that meant anything to me except my love for you. I never stopped loving you; even when I was with Helena and things were the most acrimonious between us, my heart knew to whom it belonged.”

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    1. Nice chapter….I think they still need to do a bit more talking. They both felt in the past, they were being rejected sexually by each other. They need to explore the roots of this and how it brought them to the actions they took. That is going to be a painful discussion. Bette seems surprised that Tina thought that she was not sexually attractive to Bette. In these type situations, its never a single event but a string of events which when put together appears to look like rejection. If they do not explore this together, then they are bound to repeat their old habits and there will be trouble in the future. They have made a good start at this process and the more of these type of conversations they have without judgement and without malice, the stronger their relationship will become. They will bond on a higher and more stable level than they are now. They are well on their way to a strong and stable relationship.

      I love the fact that Melvin has come to accept Tina and Angie as members of his family. I love the fact that Bette wants to include him in wedding. Now if they could see a change in Tina’s family, they could live happily ever after!

      Thanks for this story….. perhaps another chapter soon? It seems close to being finished.

    2. Thank you for posting this long awaited Chapter!

      As usual I enjoyed it and your way of potraying these characters.

      Please do not be so long before you post again.

      SG

    3. Thank you for the chapter!

      Always be curious – even before miscarriage, when Bette starting asking herself if she fallen out of love with Tina – if it was just fear of having baby or not? And isn’t it to trigger her affair with Candace?

    4. Hi BAT2012,

      I am so glad to see a new chapter from you!

      It is good to see that both are committed not to make the same mistakes and are actually talking and opening up about their fears (Bette) and Tina explaining she didn’t feel desired anymore by Bette.

      If they keep talking i see a great future for them as a couple and as family with Angelica!

      Thanks for your update!

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